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(40 People Likes) How does a narcissist feel when his/her prior victim understands their self worth and realizes the narcissist absolutely has no value and is nothing more than a parasite?

or anybody but themselves. The parasite didn’t see your worth while they had you so they certainly are not going to go out of their way to try and understand or value you now. I’m proud of YOU for understanding you deserve better, for taking those hard steps on the road to recovery, for understanding the narcissist to be nothing but an alien “parasite” capable of destroying everything they touch. The narcissist only sees your leaving as an insult to them. Your leaving is only met with anger I’m sure and the narcissist is likely smearing your name from here to kingdom come. But to be totally transparent here, I don’t know!
I swear I’m not being a smart ass with this next part but if you’ve read anything I’ve wrote y’all know I just say it so keep reading….. I promise it comes from the heart!
I don’t know because I don’t care and frankly neither should you! This is where a lot of people kinda derail on their road to healing. You get stuck in wanting to know you hurt the narcissist as much as they hurt you. Girl, I feel ya on that one! Wouldn’t all us survivors like to get revenge? We would all love to know the narcissist had a sudden epiphany upon our departure that caused them great distress. We would love to know that they sat and cried in their beer over us leaving. We would love to know that they beat themselves up over their devastating treatment of us but…. It NEVER happens and I do know that. I don’t know what my ex thought when he walked into that empty house after me and the kids left. I don’t know what he thought when he passed me on the highway for a few weeks after we left and before I could find a new route to work. I don’t know if he realized that I realized I was strong enough to leave. I don’t know if he realized I realized I had to leave to save my life. I don’t know if he realized that I realized our lives would be 10000 times better without him. We left in 2017 and to this day I don’t know what he realized and I don’t care. I realized he was a piece of shit. I realized me and my kids deserved better. I realized what a disgusting, horrible, vile, abusive, cheating, lying, disrespectful, selfish, hypocritical, ignorant, stupid piece of crap he was and that was enough for me. It’s been enough for me since the day I walked out. I’m sure you feel me on that one so let it be enough for you! It’s normal to want to feel your absence makes a difference. It shows the best of you when you can still hope something will change the narcissist but sadly honey, it won’t be your leaving. I’ve said it before, you likely weren’t the only doll on his shelf! I doubt me or you either one were missed for long. Oh No, a narcissist has multiple other dolls that are just waiting to play with them and build back up their over inflated egos. They have multiple dolls willing to agree and feed the notion that you and I are stupid for leaving. The narcissist doesn’t see themselves as the “parasite” here but rather we are the ones crawling away on our slimy bellies after having taken all their love and goodness for granted and oh they love the pity party. A narcissist will NEVER, EVER see themselves for what they are because they lack the ability to do so. Pause for a moment of silence and now let it go! Literally, just let it ALL go!
You will never know how your ex narcissist took your leaving. Many can speculate but few really know. Again, there are some questions you just have to be okay not having the answer to and let this be one. Staying stuck in anger and wanting just some small drop of revenge will keep you down partially where they left you and we don’t want that! No, we want you to really know your self worth. You need to know you worth so much you pop, sparkle and shine 24/7. Let the parasite crawl in whatever direction they going with whoever they going with and forget about it. You just do YOU! Stop caring about somebody that certainly doesn’t care about you. Love you, do you, be happy, focus on your healing and let karma handle the narcissist! We left my ex narcissist and have never, not for a second ever looked back. I blocked the number, got rid of all my social media, and we have now moved to a different state entirely thank goodness! I know what a narcissist is capable of doing to somebody so I can only imagine the hell you went through and I’m so sorry you had to endure that! Nobody deserves to go through that kind of hell ever! From the heart, survivor to survivor, just let it go and only focus on YOU. Don’t worry about the freaking parasite! Say a little prayer for them, have a moment of silence and then know YOU are more than the narcissist will ever be. YOU are happier than the narcissist ever will be. YOU are worth everything that narcissist isn’t. YOU are valued, loved, appreciated, missed, worthy